PRNightmare86

Mar 19, 2008 Forgive Me Father, What am I to do? Current mood:stressed I don't know what to do again, I'm holding too much in.......... I broke down again in my sleep. Suicidal thoughts going non-stop through-out my mind. Waking up in tears alone in an empty bed of sweat with the window open....... Stressing out over the most simplest things. My head and mind running in so many directions I'm lost with-in myself. I'm not me anymore again........ I don't know who I am, I don't recognize me. I don't even recognize my art, I'm losing my feelings to live....... I'm trying hard not to flip. Why was I cursed to live with such a bourdon? Don't a

Apr 16, 2008 - Victim Under Circumstances - Current mood:confused The future isn't certain, But the past is done, Who will hold my hand, I do hope your the one, Has alot to say, But she won't listen, When you go to sleep and wake up with one person on your mind You would hope that person does the same Told you how I felt and I meant every word

April 26, 2008 Empty Of Feelins Enjoyin Da Pain - Playin ball on my days off again Enjoyin da cheap elbows an slaps 2 da face (knockin off my glasses) as I score Dont Mind da blood an sweat No More Thoughts - Wakin up every mornin lik its anotha day No1 on my mind no more wonderin y i'm alone Imma just do me 2 hell wit every1 else Closed All Da Doors - Not lookin 4 da pefect women (no such thin) Not lookin da easy way out (imma tak da hard way) Dont care wat any1 thinks bout me (dont care if u lik me or not) Nuttin But A Memory - Friends - fake ass friends that act lik they care bout me - otha that just need me 2 get themselves